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| Monday, February 6th, 2006 | | 1:51 am |
oct 19
been a long time since I updated this bitch. Tony came and smoked me up that was bomb. I got a lack of shredding lately, I gotta get back in the groove. | | Wednesday, October 19th, 2005 | | 8:51 pm |
college....
so far, not soo good. I don't know if it's just the fact that I'm failing AutoCAD or if it's other shit, but it's gettin me down hella. I wish I could just make music and not go to school, I've done a horrible job of managing my time, wasting way too much. Right now I only have one or two classes a day, so it's weird. I'm actually kinda looking forward to getting more classes just so I can help seperate work time from play time. Ethics class seems to just make me depressed everyday talking about social disorders and what not. I wonder if my sex drive is bunk. I got trashed last night,with my room mates and went that was fun. I ollied onto this thing out side, that was fun. I think I'm gonna go down to Ramsey tommorow. | | Tuesday, October 4th, 2005 | | 11:27 am |
I'm thinking
about going into checmical engineering. I'm looking in my picture on here and I think I look like a nice young boy, haha. | | Tuesday, September 20th, 2005 | | 5:24 pm |
| | Sunday, September 18th, 2005 | | 3:48 am |
day sha voo
I just remembered I have been having some very odd occuraces lately. I have been living things that I had dreams of years ago... just small things, nothing important, but never the less, werid. | | 3:35 am |
gah
man i really wanna say fuck school for a year or so, and try being a starving musician for a while. Current Mood:  curiousCurrent Music: Syphilic | | Monday, September 5th, 2005 | | 7:03 am |
wow, I wrote 3 songs tonight after drinking a bottle of cough syrup
1."Time Running Low" The blood of my Ancestery Brings forth a power in me Charge from the soul When paralells meet A matter of mana Not of Health Goal of Isolation Not of wealth The ways of the earth unlimited Apocolypses come and gone Death enlightens vision Let the Curtain be drawn Hidden from the truth Lies of ages spoiled over Brink of insanity Death takes controll of thee 2."Call from the Ancients" Summer a blur Winter eternity Destined to bring forth A call to obfuscation Marked with an upside down cross to a life once lost Celtics remain Druids the same Biblical times are not here today The internet is the modern way A gated Path led his followers The chosen way God, a name that should not be brought up Let people live at will Amongst their own 3."Stealing the Fire From Heaven" Upon arival to my town My kingdom once burnt down Morbid souls return for a gathering Laws of the land now lost Once topled with a cross Scent of death so pure For his mighty connisuer Imprisonment! Arrival of men upon his land All shall follow his command Creeping death stalks in the door Fear of punishment by the enslavor Death! Set free from a land of perverse Sentenced to a land for the worse It was a mystery to me then It is a secret to me now Praise! The inbetween of sorcery Commands sent out and followed for thee Death again once tommorrow Then again never sorrow | | Saturday, September 3rd, 2005 | | 2:51 am |
DIE SICK!
Damn, a whole new world up here. I've been sick ever sence I quit doing drugs, haha, pathetic. I've been smoking my pot very conservatively now, that I don't have a job. This college life seems like it will be pretty sweet, if I'm done with school every day by fuckin 1 or so I'll have plenty of time to record shit and try to get all my school work done. I got this AutoCAD class, it's so boring, I can't pay attention, and I haven't got books yet. I took out a student loan hopefully I'll be able to get some books. It's so stupid because I have all this money in my lunch account but, none for books, it just doesn't make sence. After a few days of some sobriety I've been looking back on alot of the things I did and why I did them, especially when people started telling me I was doing too many drugs.... I was like no way, but now I see, hmm.. I guess I wasn't really eating or sleeping much..... I guess that's not really human. But, human wasn't my goal, my goal was to record as inhuman music as possible, and I guess it did do a pretty good job of bringing me there. The only problem now is that most drugs just seem weak, or useless. My favorite quotes were, "I heard only crack heads eat acid." and "What did it say about a cyber sex experiment" haha. 16yr old girls, haha. Nyquill and Dayquill are my drugs of choice now, it seems controlling my trhoat from coughing seems to be more of a mental state rather than physical ability.... I don't quite get it, but if I try not to cough I don't, but when I don't think about it I do alot more, it sucks. I really kinda wanna be healthy again for a while at least. What's even more disgusting is over the summer I lost attraction to humans, I thought everybody looked gross. Now that I'm trying to get back to the regular old idiot I was, it seems just strange, why people do certain things.... I don't like it, but well, I'm not giving up pot. When one little rip can lighten up my whole day, why not? I think I'm actually starting to mature a little bit, at least now I can look back and think, wow, that was foolish, haha. The funniest thing I learned was how some people think doing drugs makes you bad ass, there is two differnt worlds of drugs users out there. I was droping acid pretty much just to record music, I later on heard just for having 2 hits you can be charged with man slaughter... I don't really get it. I'm getting my new recording software all hooked up and ready to go, and I've been working on my soloing skills. This new shit should be "off da hook" 4 real dog. I took my first walk in the woods today, I walked around whistling like a 1950's cartoon. The trees up here are soo big it's almost funny thoguh, like people actually believe in paul bunyan. PAUL BUNYAN! Current Mood:  contemplative | | Tuesday, August 30th, 2005 | | 11:06 pm |
Grand Rapids
ah man, it's so nice not having to see my family anymore. What a load off. | | Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005 | | 3:53 am |
DIE SICK!
Wanna know what's disgusting, this summer I gave up food and sex for drugs and guitar. | | 3:01 am |
FRIDAY AND SATURDAY
FRIDAY-DEREK DENNYS 8pm drunk after SATURDAY- AL BARTHELL"S BIRTHDAY BASH/me going away to college the next morning. Current Mood: contemplative | | 2:56 am |
Dear my admiriers,
Please come see me play with my self at Derek Dennys house on Friday 8pm, I don't really talk to Derek all that much either. I got 2000 plays on myspace, boo yeah! In just a few months, that's bomb. Current Mood: confused | | Wednesday, August 17th, 2005 | | 5:40 am |
Tonight
Was bomb, Elissa had me over for a few drinks, then drove me home just now, haha, sweet. Walked over there in a thunderstorm with no rain smoking hash nugget and opium all in the same bowl, yeeeeeuuuhhhh!!!!! Current Mood:  happy | | Tuesday, August 16th, 2005 | | 9:49 pm |
Bought some books??????????
My uncle Jim sent me a Barnes and Noble gift card for graduation and I bought some books about Druid magic. I also put my cd DEFEAT HUMANITY up for sale on ebay, they're $5 please buy one! | | 6:38 pm |
Good Day
I'm just having a good day, got up, approved like 25 new friends on myspace, went and got 3 more hours in on my tatoo, for only $200, yeeuh, so now it's completed. Went to Pinewskis and picked up some new Bombers for only $30, came home and talked to Omar who is lives in CA and is learning Pollution songs for touring later. Just one more great day to be alive. This weekend I'm going down to Arkansas for a rave, never been to one of those before. Then on the 28th I go up to Grand Rapids for school. | | Monday, August 15th, 2005 | | 11:26 pm |
hmm
woke up at 4, went and picked up my checks, came home. woo hoo | | Saturday, August 13th, 2005 | | 7:03 am |
fuck that shit
ooops I died again, and where did I land this time, heaven, earth is so sweet, for real. | | Thursday, July 21st, 2005 | | 2:33 am |
| | Wednesday, July 20th, 2005 | | 9:04 pm |
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4626157 N2 fjdksla;ghtyrueiwoqp/z.x,cnvb URAaitch0lightningX $lutohsayPN 71-73 417050251291186 "let's cyber" 8=====D ~~@: ) 101 needed to save that some where | | Friday, July 15th, 2005 | | 12:39 am |
DIE SICK!
Well well I have came back, that's too bad, I must be retarded. after not tripping for a whole.... 11 days, life as it was/is just plain old stupid agian. Today at work I was thinking about just saying fuck you parents, I'm living here forever, I'm just gonna play guitar and do nothing. I honestly wouldn't mind doing what I'm doing right now for at least a few years. All's I'd do is just save up a couple grand make cds, then drive around trying to sell em. That would be way funner than going to get an education, however maybe the challenge will gimme anerection or something gay like that. Metal Party tommorow, ut oh, fuckin ID's gonna be at my hosue along with Looks like I'm Blind and who knows who else. I'm gonna write down what I think would be sweet for a future goal: After I'm done with 2 yrs at ICC go 2 yrs some where else, probably MN, find a job, save up money, DON'T GET MARRIED! buy a house with a big yard and some indoor space to have bands play at, then just have people come over with their bands and play for fun, that would be sweet. That's what I'm doing tommorow, having people bring their shit over and just fuck around all day. |
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